Here's the deal. I went to one of my dearest friends baby shower...I was obsessed with the hostess's wood work. Ultimately, my friend is having twin boys-I suffer from 2-3 year post pardom depression. I'm in aw of her, she is so brave! But, I know she will be fine-me, well my 12 year anniversary is around the corner (thank god we made it) and my baby is turning 5-tear. But, I want/crave a baby I cannot give birth to. So I'll be the best "aunt" I can!